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Kevin Gillies  

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The Truth

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 18, 2008, 8:38 AM
Okay... I guess now that I know how everyone feels, I should tell them the truth. It's not DA or you guys that are pissing me off. I just said all that to find out what everyone here is thinking. I'm glad I was wrong on my previous journal about all that I said. I hope you can accept my apologies. I'll tell you all the truth now.

The truth is... I hate Nevada, with a passion. It's gotten to the point if I stay here any longer I may just kill someone, mainly a few I work with. But to avoid all those issues, I made up my mind. Change is good, at least most changes. But what I am going to do is...I'm moving out of Nevada. I'm moving out east. I went to the east coast last summer and loved it. So I'm going there. I decided on a city, a place where I've been and liked, but no one in that city knows me. I'm sorry I lied everyone. But I'm moving in April. I've been planning this for months now. Anyways... That's pretty much all of it. Thanks everyone, unlike those here who called themselves my "friends" I know you guys truly are. I didn't mean to sound rude or mean in the sense of that's how I truly feel. So, yeah... I'll check ya'll later.

  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: Bon Jovi - It's My LIfe
  • Reading: (Do you have to ask? O_o;)
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: The Game of Life
  • Eating: Nothin.
  • Drinking: Dr. Pepper

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 21
  • Current Residence: Fallon, Nevada
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: X-L?
  • Interests: Swordsmanship, reading, writing
  • Favourite movie: Samurai X
  • Favourite band or musician: Three Days Grace
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite artist: Nobuhiro Watsuki
  • Favourite poet or writer: Miyamoto Musashi

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*WatchaTophat:iconWatchaTophat: Jan 16, 2008, 10:50:02 AM
Tag!

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*WatchaTophat:iconWatchaTophat: Dec 2, 2007, 1:32:47 AM
When are you gonna put stuff up?

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~WarlordofDusk:iconWarlordofDusk: Nov 22, 2007, 10:02:13 PM
You saw that huh? Yeah, I'm back in touch with the world again. I was honestly debating on saying hi, but I decided to only to see you say it first. lol Not much is up, just getting my life in order. Trying to figure stuff out and live. And Happy Thanksgiving to you as well. You know I'm glad to be back. Things this last year...it was brutal. I won't go into details, but I learned some valuable life lessons. Anyways, e-mail me or something...warlord_of_dusk@hotmail.com
*ravenousdarkhart:iconravenousdarkhart: Nov 22, 2007, 9:22:43 PM
wow, I saw that you were on not to long ago. That's a suprise. So hows it flying? What's up? How's tricks? What's up on the flipside? That sorta thing. Oh yes, Happy Thanksgiving too.

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~WarlordofDusk:iconWarlordofDusk: Nov 21, 2007, 8:09:16 PM
I haven't forgotten about you. I've just been...kinda...finding myself, I guess you could say. I'm glad to hear that Zoe is dong good and that's a beautiful name. I like it. See ya soon
~ArcherMasters:iconArcherMasters: Jun 30, 2007, 2:46:34 AM
Hey Bro ;_; I see you are upset. I haven't talked to you in awhile...Just thought I'd drop a "Hi" and let you know I haven't forgotten about you ^^ Zoe is doing good. You should see her oo; Hopefully, I'll get to talk to you soon.
~reinonsai:iconreinonsai: Oct 11, 2006, 1:00:44 PM
LOL, yeah I read that and felt the same good to you have suchs goals and convictions moneys comfort will come later just take alittle time

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~The-Love-Monk:iconThe-Love-Monk: Oct 9, 2006, 8:42:20 PM
... Keep the fuckin money if you need it so goddamn bad. Glad it was appreciated at one time. And don't say I didn't attempt to keep in contact, you're the one that disa-fuckin-peared. So, good luck with becoming a snobby rich bastard. Hope it's nice.

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Seize the Night.
~WarlordofDusk:iconWarlordofDusk: Oct 9, 2006, 7:59:45 PM
Dude...quit whining. And what friends? My friends don't cut me down. I'm tired of it. My friends are those that made the effort to keep in contact. Like Josh and...that's about it. I've changed. I don't think like you and everyone else anymore. I hang around those that will help me get to the future I want to be at. Those are my friends. Friends I see in Reno every week. THOSE ARE MY FRIENDS!
As for your money, I work for a living. I do not get everything fucking handed to me like a baby. I owe $200 on insurance a month, I pay over 500 a month just in tools and supplies in my business, I owe $213 every two freaking weeks on my car, $200 every two weeks on my gas to get to my crappy J.O.B. (Just Over Broke), Cell phone. I'm not rich yet, but I will be, when I am, then talk to me, and you'll get your damn $250, because right now I am overdrawn on my account, and I am putting my money to more important things, it's called priorities, and my debt to you, is not one of them, I don't focus on my problems, I focus on my solutions. So bitch and whine all you want, you'll get your money eventually, just NOT YET!
~The-Love-Monk:iconThe-Love-Monk: Sep 25, 2006, 11:25:45 PM Mood: Rant
gawd dammit. ~_~

1: you still fokkin owe me money.

2: some friend you are, if you never get in touch for like.... 5 fokkin months. So glad you found your religion and a good job. Hope it's better than having friends that care about you.

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Seize the Night.
~The-Love-Monk:iconThe-Love-Monk: Aug 8, 2006, 9:59:08 AM
dude. what the fook. You've already been gone like, 3 or 4 months. What the hell kinda come-back is that? Hurry your ass up! God damn!

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Seize the Night.
*ravenousdarkhart:iconravenousdarkhart: Jun 18, 2006, 12:05:53 AM
*shanks*

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~DarkEgyptFairy:iconDarkEgyptFairy: Jun 4, 2006, 8:13:15 AM
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Your love makes me forget what Ive been
Your love makes me see who I really am
Your love makes me forget what Ive been
But I need You to love me,and I
I wont keep my heart from You this time
And I'll stop this pretending that I can
Somehow deserve w
*ravenousdarkhart:iconravenousdarkhart: Apr 26, 2006, 6:00:41 PM
um...
Zippity Dippity Woo-haa!!
O_o

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~DarkEgyptFairy:iconDarkEgyptFairy: Apr 17, 2006, 7:52:04 PM
Hey Kev :D I miss you alot.I havent forgot about you.I pray for you day and night and hope you are well.I love you.Please hurry back!!! <3

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Your love makes me forget what Ive been
Your love makes me see who I really am
Your love makes me forget what Ive been
But I need You to love me,and I
I wont keep my heart from You this time
And I'll stop this pretending that I can
Somehow deserve w
~The-Love-Monk:iconThe-Love-Monk: Apr 17, 2006, 9:31:29 AM
"Yeah, well, I'm working on it. I'm coming back, don't worry. I'm just...taking my time."

Yeah man... I'd say. O_o; We miss you dude, hurry the fuck up. XD

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Carpe Nactem.

Seize the Night.
~Misa-Jurai:iconMisa-Jurai: Mar 27, 2006, 9:23:40 PM
Hey Kev. You're greatly missed. Thanks for all the things you said last time we talked. It's kinda funny.. I randomly was able to log onto DA today, and saw you had added me, and remembered a lot of things I had forgotten that you told me. Anyhoo. Know that you are missed and you are loved. And Update! >.< Stay kewl. Miss yah much.

~Megs.

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Written on a bullet
Say yes and pull the trigger
Do you believe in God
Written on a bullet
And Cassie pulled the trigger. -=Flyleaf.Cassie
*ravenousdarkhart:iconravenousdarkhart: Mar 7, 2006, 11:58:30 PM
I'll shank you if you take any longer foo'! >_<

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~WarlordofDusk:iconWarlordofDusk: Mar 7, 2006, 10:44:51 PM
Yeah, well, I'm working on it. I'm coming back, don't worry. I'm just...taking my time.
*ravenousdarkhart:iconravenousdarkhart: Mar 7, 2006, 7:00:32 PM
Haha! She's right, dude. Do more to your site. ^____^

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~Renaa-Star:iconRenaa-Star: Mar 7, 2006, 8:24:55 AM
Hello's kevin :love: hehe just thought I'd say hi o.o and no offense or anything but your site isnt very active :cry: you should do more on it :crazy:

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*ravenousdarkhart:iconravenousdarkhart: Mar 2, 2006, 7:02:56 PM
call....caaaaaall! O_o Phone...call....phone.....

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~The-Love-Monk:iconThe-Love-Monk: Feb 27, 2006, 11:20:53 AM
Yo, Kevin. Just wanted to stop in and say whud up from here in Frankfurt, Germany. ~_~ I miss home alot. Stop in at my site sometime and drop me a comment or something. I'd appreciate it. Later.

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Carpe Nactem.

Seize the Night.
*ravenousdarkhart:iconravenousdarkhart: Feb 14, 2006, 10:25:59 PM
Good. Cuz if you don't then...then I'll eat yer face! haha! Because I'm just a crazy sonsa biotch.... ^vvvvvv^

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~WarlordofDusk:iconWarlordofDusk: Feb 14, 2006, 10:05:58 PM
I was planning on calling you on your birthday. And I know I said I would on Christmas, but something came up and I've been really busy lately. I'm sorry I haven't gotten back to you. But I will call on your birthday, I promise. 22nd, right? ^/_^ Anyways, see ya later.